School

I start tomorrow.
Why tomorrow and not today?
Paperwork.
Anyways. I have my binder(s), backpack, lunchbox, lunch (not made yet), pencils, ruler, paper, combination lock (for my locker), School map, Graph paper, etc, etc.
Wait...
I kinda... need my calm, level head too, don't I.
<sarcasm> Jooooy.</sarcasm>
Well, We'll see. Maybe I'll do well, maybe I'll be overwhelmed. All I know is, I'm in for a culture shock.

How

How can i speak without anger or dread
How can i say what needs to be said
How can i not cause fear or blame
How can i stay and remain the same
Your eye is shut
Your ear is closed
What ever luck
Was it that you chose
I scream and i shout
I weep and i fear
How can you doubt
What i say here
You say there is choice
While i find there is none
When i try it to voice
I can only to one
Do not what you say
But say that you do
There is not a way
That i can be you
Hear my scream
Hear my cry
Where is the beam
To aid me to fly